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Into the rush now

May. 3rd, 2009 | 06:07 pm
mood: soresore
music: Ave Maria - Beyonce

I've had a pretty rough day. As much excitement I had over the past few days, I don`t feel excited for this week's weekend. Just cause the Bahrin's here for only a short while. Today, Sunday. The very end of the week. I thought I could get myself sushi from Excapade but no..... -__- one of the Bahrin's little girl wanted this some sorta food she just like eating in every restaurant. Its so annoying. I mean, I get it, You like the food but come on. :-( So we had to just go to this restaurant and I actually dragged my heels and made this sound that irritated everybody, I`m like THATS WHAT YOU GET. Sushi for ass sakes! Mom's going away,AGAIN tomorrow to KL. ah shucks.

I've lost contact with some of my girls, Umi,Geers. Not that i`m bragging and really looks like I have no life and sucking up, no. I`m actually just in need of Geers weird slangs and Umi's silly jokes. Anyway, I`m still looking forward for next weekend. I hate you Monday, be nice tomorrow. Why can`t we have 'Birthday's after Sundays?

Happy Sunday everybody.


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All forever

Apr. 26th, 2009 | 04:59 pm
mood: okayokay
music: Everybody Knows - John Legend


Another weekend will end soon, in like 7 more hours? Sad sad. Anyway, my past few 5 days went absolutely tiring. I even wonder if I attended the Jogathon yesterday. Im in a mess right now, I`m tired. My head's heavy. I don`t want to start a new week, no, not Monday. Tuesdays are even worse. Chemistry is the last thing on my mind. Mind you, I`m an organized person and my books are everywhere around the house. Im just so lazy right now. I just wished a genie would come out of no where and help me. Maybe not a genie cuz like it might scare me. My Facebook's dead all of a sudden. Maybe my Facebook Friends are all speechless cuz like my pictures are like.. Hahah.

My favorite person in whole world is not around. He's out and about. I`m bored. Maybe I should'nt have said that. Pergi by Aizat's a nice song. It made me imagined me and someone special dancing under the stars with empty thoughts. Damn, I`m such a loser. Ps, Still obsessed with Sam<3 Maybe I`ll dream of him tonight. Omg, talking about dreams, I had the siliest dream ever. I mean seriously. Haha. Included cute guy, swimming pool, gun shot.

Did I tell you I own a pet hamster now? :D Excitement! Haha wtf. I feel so down today. I don`t know anymore. I was suppose to go out today, was suppose to go out yesterday because it was one of my best girl`s birthday, but turns out her mom's being a friggin bitch and won`t let her go out. I feel sorry for you girl, Happy birthday by the way. Doubt that you're reading this. Ah k. And we`re gonna go out tomorrow right after school -____- Means I`ll be skipping Physics in the afternoon. Fuck. Anyway, I`m gonna shower. Peace.

Sam,I love you.

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Still Thinking of You

Apr. 19th, 2009 | 09:10 pm
mood: sleepysleepy
music: Yang Pernah - EstrangeIam


I am in love every minute of every day with this Indie Band, Bunkface. Thank you for existing in my life. Thank you Sam, you made it all possible ( that i am in love with your band ) that the band works. I mean technically, you're the one who's singing. :-) No offence to the other band members. I am smitten with Sam. Without this cute-cat face guy, I wouldn`t be loving this band long time.
And I am serious. Hahaha. Shit my obsession's getting worse.

I am forever you number one girl Sam! See, no more a fan. If i ever come to Kuala Lumpur, the first thing on my list would be 'Bumping into Sam of BunkFace for 10 times.' and I`d be stoked. ;-) So, see you around, Boyfriend. :-P

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Lesson Of the Season

Apr. 14th, 2009 | 08:03 pm
mood: deviousdevious
music: Situasi - Bunkface


Instead of having my eyes locked to the Files and Books that i really need to read, I`m here.. again. Sigh. I am seriously in love with Bunkface and I need to get over it, Fast. Pronto. I mean just, Put it on low profile. 3rd post for the day. I had quite a weird evening. Stuck-ed my head on top of the car's roof top, where you get to open them on the top and my hands up in the air. I really think no one was looking. Everyone's weird anyway. Some eat boogers, some just.. live in denial.

Get over Bunkface :-( They're just hot. Okay, I admit that one. They are hot. Maybe just Sam (:-)) Hehe. I have no homeworks though, my ears are plugged to the iTunes that are now playing.. Situasi. I know. Shut up. Mom's heading over to somewhere and this is just not the right time to sleep. Its 8.11pm, or maybe it is. I have alot on my mind. First the Commerce Presentation that must be presented tomorrow. :-S I have no idea that's gonna be. Just hoping the result and output's.. meets my expectation.

Someone's calling..



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Killing me sweetly

Apr. 14th, 2009 | 03:56 pm
location: Home Of Wonderland
mood: chipperchipper
music: Bottle It Up - Sara Bareilles


I`m smitten

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You fear of me

Apr. 14th, 2009 | 03:21 pm
mood: chipperchipper
music: Silly Lily - Bunkface

 I just can`t seem to not listen to Bunkface these days. I've said enough about them on the previous post. Anyway. I had pretty much the entire day to myself. I need to cut my front hair. Get myself my old fringe back. :-) or not. Its so long, I don`t think i can even recognize that it was a fringe. I just feel like writing. I am so bored. Im having the house all to myself. Im glad someone's having fun out there.

I really think its going to be one boring week. I can`t get myself lay off the internet. Its crazy. Twitter;s getting to me. And that's not a good sign? Twitter community is huge and I love interacting with everyone in there. Okay, I`m Chaoing.



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Discrimination Reputation

Apr. 13th, 2009 | 08:26 pm
music: Situasi - Bunkface


Hey guys, check it out. My very current favourite Malay Indie Band, Bunkface. I never thought they came huge but ever since Situasi exploded over the radio, I gave up to check them out on the internet. Turns out they aren`t just some dirty Pop Punk Band but they're good looking boys who's currently a star in making. :-) They are really cute boys. Sam the vocalist, you can`t help but love him,his funny adorable self, a great voice, an awesome guitarist and also everything he wears reminds me of this boy. Hehe. The others; Youk who plays the bass and vocals, Paan guitarist and vocals and Biak who plays the drums. These guys are just amazing in every way.

The ‘Bunk Anthem’, a song with such catchy lyrics that you feel an irresistible urge to sing along. Seriously, I have nothing but good things to say about the band. I know i sound like they're The Beatles but they're good. They started off with an english punk song and had no idea 'Situasi' would be a huge hit to Malaysians mostly. And the song Silly Lily, you just can`t tell its a Malaysian Indie band. You`ll fall in love with the band, and no doubt, I'm captivated by all their songs. And I really hope to see them go onto the next level.

And this is my first ever view of a Malay/ Indie Band. :-)

All the great luck to these boys.
Check out - www.myspace.com/bunkface
Lily's one lucky girl. And Ps/ Sam has lovely eyes. :-P


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I`ll be good, I`ll do anything in return

Apr. 9th, 2009 | 10:13 pm
mood: sleepysleepy
music: Daddy's Little Girl - Frankie J

Daddys Little Girl Pictures, Images and PhotosDamn, its been forever i`ve listened to this song. Its really getting to me. I can`t sleep, although i`m pretty tired. Anyway, school was pretty much the same thing. cept that Commerce.. ah, the Presentation's due next week. The first day of the week! Monday. :-( Reason why I hate starting a new week. I hate Mondays. And Tuesdays.

My elbow's healing. The blood's gone and its all dried up. I`m just waiting it to be fully healed and then i`m off with t-shirts!!! Oh, Did i tell you that ever since my elbow thing i've been wearing long sleeves, Tank-tops and then a jacket over. Its so boring.
I cannnnot wait for May. Although its going to be my exam month. sigh. Life, You're no fair!

Im going to bed now.

Weekend's coming! :-)


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Such Great Heights

Apr. 7th, 2009 | 01:54 pm
mood: draineddrained
music: You found me - The Fray


I have never cried like this in a long time. I've hurt mom's feeling. Of all the people I love til death, Mom. I made her cry. Today, She saw the other side of me I think. The side where you show you love them and there's no limit to it, Yeah that side. I am sorry mom. I lost count of the time because i was too busy pretending to be somebody i wasn`t. I`m sorry that I've crushed your heart into billions of pieces. I first thought I could held my feelings, my tears in the car but your words, too pure, I broke down. I`m sorry I`m not strong enough for you, I`m sorry I didn`t stand by you when you knew I would. Before I could even look at you, I couldn`t even picture myself crying just the thought of that's my insecurities. A day to remember. I am sorry everything is blamed on you. I`m taking back all the bad things I`ve said to you, wether its intentionally or unintentionally.

God knows how pure your love is. And how much your love and affection means to us. Means to me. Lord knows how your soul brings happiness to my life, and how your tears brings sadness to me. I secretly cry sometime when you talk about dad. I have always want you to know that I can never live without you. You are beautiful in every single way, the way your smile twist a little when you laugh. When you have that funny slang on. The way you live like a 16 year old. I have always been afraid of you, afraid of what you would say when I say that i honestly love you and without a doubt the best mother anyone could possibly own.

Whatever thing may happen, like me going to have a new boyfriend or a new bestfriend, there will always be a spot in my heart just for you. I will never make you cry ever, I promise. I will try harder to make you happy. I`ll sacrifice everything for you. I`ll stand up for you no matter what. Through thick and thins, ups and down, through hell and heaven, I will always be here for you knowing you`ll be there for me. To the special person in my life, deepest and sincere apologies.

I love you.


All my love,

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Weekends and another new week

Apr. 4th, 2009 | 11:11 am
mood: frustratedfrustrated
music: Dear Life - Anthony Hamilton

Its the 4th of April today and yesterday was an unfortunate day for me. I tripped over my rollerblade over a steep hill. I was happily rollerblading and then at some point i kind of forgot how to break? :-( I fell so hard, Rolled 3 times! Hit my head on the road real hard, tried to stop myself from rolling with my elbow and knee :-( Its in pain now.

So much for weekend. Anyway, I`m in the state of recovering. I've been so tired lately, I don`t know why. I've been meaning to tell you that my plan for having a Hamster, EPIC FAIL. I told my mom and explained why what. And she said NO. N-O. :-( Now, why do i have the feeling that im gonna hate April.
Alright, Peace Love Chicken Grease.

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